扑满灰尘的吉他

静静地躺在房间的角落

都忘了当初想学吉他的理由

难道又是莫名的冲动

害那两把吉他糟蹋在我手中

不禁开始自问：

怎么又半途而废了呢？

Lol.. I just remove the permission thing

I know Ugly is dying to see my blog. hahaha
Everyday ask me about the blog!
Now let u see lar! Got nothing de lor

I'm just too lazy to update the blog
tired of blogging
no more motivation to continue
cant even remember the reason why I set up this blog in the first place
haha.. hope it wont die so fast bah...
maybe a few more days later, I would be addicted to blogging again.
(or perhaps months later; hopefully is not years later =.=)

school is just too stressed for me
so many things to be done is such a short time
loads of deadline to rush
hell!!

haha... now at shu ning's home.
I think she's having piggy flu.

bcos.....

she's a pig.

First time come her house.
very cartoon.
got spongebob picture on the wall.
her house got not much furniture.
super empty.
like she just moved in yesterday.

she keep playing guitar beside me.
bth...

and now she's offering me a rotten flower.
think she's really sick.

haiz... exams ended already but special term is going to start soon.
took marketing.
heard that its quite difficult, have lots and projects and presentations... haiz... nvm.. it would be over in 1 month's time and after that can go overseas play liao. yeah!!

shu ning say must write in chinese
所以写什么好呢？
她都快要死了（猪病）
就完成她最后的心愿吧
淑宁，你安心地上路吧...
希望来世不要再见到你！

好无聊喔...

每个人这辈子,

心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，

很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，

突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，

总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，

彼此不会吃醋，

才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，

你还是知道，

他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，

当他那个特别的朋友，

有什么不好呢？

寻找旅行的意义

你看过了许多美景

你看过了许多美女

你迷失在地图上

每一道短暂的光阴

你品尝了夜的的巴黎

你踏过下雪的北京

你熟记书本里

每一句你最爱的真理

却说不出你爱我的原因

却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情

却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心

说不出离开的原因

你累计了许多飞行

你用心挑选纪念品

你搜集了地图上

每一次的风和日丽

你拥抱热情的岛屿

你埋葬记忆的土耳其

你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景

却说不出你爱我的原因

却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情

却说不出在什么场合我曾让分心

说不出旅行的意义

你勉强说出你爱我的原因

却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情

却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心

说不出旅行的意义

勉强说出你为我寄出的每一封信

都是你离开的原因

你离开我

就是施行的意义

was browsing through other people's blog and happened to see this:

---- 17 SIGNS YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE ----


SEVENTEEN:
You look at his/her pictures constantly

SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with him/her late at night and he/she has hung up, you still miss him/her even though it was only 2 minutes ago

FIFTEEN:
You read his/her text messages over and over againFOURTEEN:You walk really slow when you're with him/her

THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever he/she's around.

ELEVEN:
When you think about him/her, your heart beats faster and slower at the same time

TEN:
You smile when you hear his/her voice

NINE:
When you look at him/her, you can't see the other people around you. All you see is him/her

EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of him/her

SEVEN:
He/she is all you think about

SIX:
You get high from his/her scent

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling to yourself when you think of him/her

FOUR:
You'd do anything for him/her.. or anything to see him/her

THREE:
While reading this, there was only one person on your mind the whole time

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.


lol... so cute....

Allure outing

That day we went for Hui Yi's NUS CO concert.

The concert is supposed to start at 8pm at University Cultural Centre Hall in NUS, but we arrive there at about 7pm (kiasu? of coz not! this is call punctual!)

Because we arrive a bit too early so we went to the museum to walk walk first.

First thing we saw is this huge knife! So Madeline ask me go there pose as if i'm holding the huge knife.

But Madeline say I didnt look not fierce enough and demostrated personally for me

We also saw this huge blackboard.

As a very super duper hardworking student, I decided to use the chalk to write something on it.

However, another not so hardworking student, Sam, she just stood beside the blackboard and act cute!

But then, our dear Ms Madeline Goh not only didnt scold her, she still punish me go clear the rubbish bin! how sad!

The rubbish bin is filled with cement!! Damn heavy lar!!

After that, I become very sad.. Filled with anger, I drew this artistic drawing and decided to display it at the museum.

You all can come down take a look and if u all happened to see this painting and realise the artist name is not mine. Don't panic! Because as a very introvert little gal, I use another name instead of my real name. hahahaha....

Ms Goh still not satisfied with me and sent me for detention. At the detention place, I met this new fren call Mr Colourful.

ok fine! He's not that colourful.. only got 4 colours...

I saw him carrything this board for ages so as a very super duper helpful little girl, I helped him to carry it for a while.

The end.

Hahaha.. finally decide to update my bog.

It's dying...

why leh?

bcos I've decided to turn over a new leaf and become a full time mugger.

so proud of myself

what?! you dun believe?

ok fine. its alright...

then just take it as i've got much more things better to do.

hahahaha...

I was looking through Marcus blog and found that I've been tagged by his quiz long time ago and today, muahahahaha... finally decided to do it bcos i've got nothing else better to do. lol..

oh yar, if you're thinking about the full time mugger thing,

it's really full time

but then the full time is 5 days week mah. government's new policy!

okok.. quiz time.....

Tagged by Marcus =.=

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- hmmmm… cheeks

2. How did u feel when u woke up this morning?
- giddy (either sleep too much or sleep not enough)

3. Who was the last person u took a picture of?
- Peiqi

4. Would u consider yourself to be spoiled?
- subjective

5. Would u ever donate blood?
- dun think so. I think I need blood instead.

6. Have u ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
- Hmmm.. dunno

7. Do u want some1 dead?
- dun wan. Scared he/she haunt me

8. Wat are you thinking right nw?
- what time I’m going to sleep today. Its already 4.30am..

9. Wat does your last text message say?
- goodnite

10. Do u wish some1 was with u nw?
- yupp ^^

11. Wat time did u slp last night?
- 3am

12. Where did u buy/bought e shirt u are wearing nw?
- free de..

13. Is some1 on your mind right nw?
- not now.. too sleepy to think.

14. Who was the last person who text u?
- Peiqi

Think of 10 person
1. Jia Zhen
2. Peiqi
3. Siefen
4. Shu Ning
5. Madeline
6. Raja
7. Brian
8. Degeng
9. Jieyu
10. Marcus

15. Who is number2 having a relationship with? {Peiqi}
-Achem achem….

16. Is number3 a male/female? {Siefen}
- Female

17. If number7 and number10 got together, would that be a gd thing? {Brian and Marcus}-
wth… Marcus, good for you. Hahahahaha….

18. Wat is number1 studying about? {Jia Zhen}
- Accounting

19. When was e last time u chatted with 8? {Jia Zhen}
- 4 days ago I guess

20. Is number4 single? {Shu Ning}
-Yupp.. she confess to me a lotta times.. but shu ning, we’re never possible! (just joking.. we’re both straight)

21. Say something about number 5. {Madeline}
-Smart and creative

22. Wat do ue think of number3 & number6 together? {Siefen & Raja}
- lol… another gay cpl

23. Describe number9. {Jieyu}
-Sweet

24. Wat will u do if number6 & 7 fight? {Raja & Brian}
-I hope Raja will win. Muahahahaha….

Tag 5 person:
Madeline
Peiqi
Shangyi
Jyeyin
anyone who's reading this blog

Exams finally over. I suddenly feel very lost. During the exams, I'm looking forward to the holidays. But now, it's holidays and I've got nothing to look forward to already.

During exams:
I play more than what I usually play.
I eat more than what I usually eat.
I sleep more than what I usually sleep.

haiz... but now...



nevermind... forget it... just now while I was trying to keep myself busy by surfing the ultimate slow ntu internet, I came across this website talking about scorpion women. I think some of what it mentioned is quite true eh..


This is what it says about scorpion women:


The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic. She knows that and is proud of herself.

She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, at least during courtship.

She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not. (huh?!)

Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice. (yar lor.. dream on!)

Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone. (err.... )

If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl. (yar! get lost! )

With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind. ( *_* )

She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt.

It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health.

Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation. (muahahaha.... )

When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds.
Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth.

If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice.



If you are really in love with her, then you need to know more about her.

She has a very hypnotic gaze and the moment her eyes meet your, you will go tumbling down in her deep passion.

Being noticed by a Scorpio female definitely gives a boost to a man's ego.

She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all. He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. (quite true eh... )

At the same time, he should respect her individuality.

He should be better looking than average, with an intellect, philosophical and totally masculine.

He must also be ambitious and able to handle tough situation with poise.

After she gets committed, a Scorpio female will shower you with all her love and attention.
Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate.

She is passionate with everything that is related to her.

If a Scorpio really wants to do something, it will never remain a dream forever.
She will find one or the other way to get what she wants. ( yup!! )

It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings.

Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate.
If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it. (yup.. heck care! )

Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show.
Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing.

Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand.

Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers.

Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone.
At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you.

Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry.
That does not mean she is dishonest.
Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process.


Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life. (<3)

She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people.

Determination and will power are her basic personality traits.

She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative.



If you have been able to win the true love of a Scorpio female, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again.

She will be totally devoted to you and even if you two don't get married for any reasons beyond your control, her love for you will not change.

She is one of those who believe in the phrase 'Till Death Do Us Apart'.

Rather than overshadowing her husband, she believes in supporting him.
'Behind every successful man, there is a woman'; this idiom is perfect in case of the husband who has a Scorpio wife.

For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her husband hold the supreme importance.

She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him.

She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway.

Scorpio women love their homes and keep them spic and span.




Now comes the dangerous part. A Scorpio girl is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive of her loved ones. ( =.="' )

She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you.

On the other hand, you will have to control your jealousy, since she will be attracting a lot of members of the opposite sex.

She also dislikes being possessed by anyone, including you.
In such a scenario, just remember that a Scorpio woman will always be loyal and devoted to you, even in the worst of circumstances.

And then, you know you cannot leave her and it is better to adjust to such a trifle thing.

Nobody walks away from a Scorpio, right?



As far as money is concerned, she will enjoy it whether she saves it in a piggy bank or splurges it on luxurious things.

She is very conscious of her social standards and will never compromise in case of status.

She likes power and will sacrifice money and many other things for it.

She seems to be very practical, but inside she is very emotional.

Like all Scorpios, she will not see any viewpoint in case of her own emotions.


A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice.

If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days.

The same goes for generosity also.
If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return.



As a mother, she will extremely possessive of her children and will care for them.

However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her.

She will make them independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them.

She will encourage them to develop their innate talents and make sure they don't go unnoticed.

A Scorpio woman can drown you in her passion.

But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey.

She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances.

Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again.

Your food will be perfectly baked and she will grind fresh coffee for you.

You will always come back to a spotless home, radiating with the aura of her magnetic personality, the charm of her deep beauty and the warmth of her everlasting love!

I really don't understand why some people can be just that annoying!!! Arrrgh!!
Who you think you ar?! Everytime say until as if the whole world is being unfair to you!! Wau lau eh... Imagine so many 有的没的 for what?! Nothing else better to do isit?!
I mean.. what the hell lar! Arrrgh!!
Let me tell you one thing: You can continue acting like that because: I don't give a damn!! @#$%&...

(Don't ask me who isit! It's just an idiot!!)

Lol.. found this on the net. So cute!!

Understand the storyline?

Shakespeare:
If you love someone,
Set her free ....
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, here's the poison, kill yourself for her.

Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ....
Don't worry, she will come back.

Lawyers:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second amendment of the
Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that....

Bill Gates:
If you love someone,Set her free,
If she comes back, I think we can charge her for
re-installation fees but tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade.

If you love someone..
WHY SET HER FREE IN THE FIRST PLACE?
CARELESS IDIOT!!!

And..........
If you love someone,
Set her free...
If she comes back,
She’s yours,
If she doesn’t,
prolly she never was.

HAHAHA, indeed.

Which J-rock band would you be fit for? You are Alice Nine! You're Alice Nine: Shou, Hiroto, Tora, Saga, and Nao. <3

Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

当
你说你讨厌改变

但
你是否知道

我
对你的感情
-不曾改变-

我
无法收回

曾
说过的那些话

是
我的任性

也是
我那可恶的自尊心

让我
无法再面对你

总觉得
有时候那些疑问还是

适合-永远藏在心里...

lol.. I think I can become song writer le.. muahahahaha... nice lyrics huh..

just did some personality test at this website call quizbox i think...

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What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

I think its quite true eh... haiz...

不管我们能不能见面，不管你会不会忘了我，我只想告诉你一个秘密，我爱你。

Sometimes
I would be like that cat
watching the rain
while sorting things out
by myself...

But
most of the times
I wish that
somebody will come
and pick me up...

would you be there for me?

有些东西

当拥有时

不懂珍惜

在失去后

后悔莫及

One last paper and I'm free!!

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.......

lol... Thinks exams make me crazy..

Just some random thoughts.....



Imagine you like this guy/girl, and which of the endings hurts you most?

1) He/she don't like you

2) He/she hates you

3) He/she don't even know you exist

hmmm.... so which is the worst case?

Once again, Happy 19th Birthday to myself!! Felt really happy today. Think my wish had really came true. First of all, must really thank my Mother!! For bringing me to this world so that I can get to meet all these wonderful people!! Love you all!!





Big Thank You to the people who remembered and wished!! <33




Madeline. Raja. Jye Yin. Shangyi. Huiyi. Louisa. Si Hui. Seow Ling.


Degeng. Jieyu. Mark. Kwoon Jiew. Jia Zhen. Mingxi. Zi Chao.


Kolja. Rui Rong. Alvin. Yong Fu. Wee Kiat. Li Shan. Roy. Ryan. Chongyi. Peiqi. Siefen. Marcus. Nazeeya.

Josiah. Yew Mun. Amrita. Pei Shan. Crystal. Ben. Kim Joo. Gim Keng. Jingyi. Glenn. Cai Feng.


Shu Ning. Max. Pinyu. Sin Yao. Victor. Vincent. Joey. Benn. Zi Wei. Wen Hao. Moses. Teng Long. Jas.


Auntie Angie. Auntie Yang Ying. Uncle Yang Jing Yi. Mummy!! <33

Hahaha... Hope I've got everyone inside! Thanks for the wonderful wishes!! Now, special thanks to:

Wonders and Fingers, Sihui and Seowling:
for celebrating with me and lala.. So surprised. Love the shirt and the card!! Muacks!!!


Gimli:
for giving me such a cute card. Really appreciated it! Although its exam period, you all still got come down and sign my card.. *touched* hehehe.. thanks!!!


Phazers:
for giving a big surprised party!! Wah.. damn touched sia... Really surprised by you all. Although it is exam period, you people still sacrifice your precious time to come down and celebrate for me!! Especially Yew Mun for getting the cake all the way from JP though you've got paper the next day. Really super duper touched! Love you all!!! x3


Degeng:
for celebrating with me at Billy Bombers. Wau lau eh.. damn freaking ex.. I think you really need to feedback to them about the pricing!! Cost almost 100 dollars for that freaking meal. haiz... but still, thanks!! <33


my L-O-V-E darlings (Shu Ning, Peiqi, Siefen):
I really loved the present!! Will use it until my last breath!


Amrita and Pei Shan:
you two are really damn sweet!! As sweet as the present!! Thanks for the present and hugs!! <33


Yongfu:
for singing me such a nice birthday song.. Hall idol leh!! Haha.. Will listen to the song every night before I sleep de!


Auntie and Uncle:
for giving me a surprised party at you house!! Really unexpected! Love the cake and the Levis wallet! Big Hugs!!!


Mummy:
for bringing me to this world so that I got to meet these really wonderful people!! and thanks for the Swarovski pendent (though u say u bought it during lunch time =.=) Muacks!!! <3333


and lastly, to everyone, I really had a wonderful birthday this year! You all made my day!!

人 在船上

心 在坡岸

相见 是不是为了另一次的离别

飞翔 淋湿的翅膀 褐色的思念

Happy 19th Birthday

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Muahahaha.. I'm one year older again.. haiz.. time really flies..

Hmmm... what's the birthday wish this time...

"Hope I'll be happy everyday!!"

曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前,但是我没有珍惜,等到了失去的时候才后悔莫及,尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此,如果上天可以给我一个机会再来一次的话,我会对那个女孩说我爱你!如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限,我希望是一万年.

wah.. so romantic... It's cropped from 大话西游 by 周星驰

omg.. such a nice coincidence!

Raja is leaving Singapore on 11th Dec too and Seow Ling would be leaving on 12th Dec!
Haha.. Then that day we were talking about camping in Singapore Changi Airport. 2D1N camp in Singapore's very own Changi Airport.

On 11th morning, we'll bid farewall to Raja. Next, I'll say bye bye to them in the afternoon. Finally, they'll send Seow Ling off on 12th and they can go home. hahaha...

Dunno what time is Raja's flight. If its in the afternoon, can bullshit with her a bit more at the airport. hahaha.. looking forward to my holidays!! Exams go away!

Lol.. Friday we, wonders plus fingers, went to celebrate lala and my birthday!! Lala is only a day younger than me. haha..

Thanks Madeline for the nice photos!!

Oh man.. I love the wind... look like some kinda pop star.
I take de! Nice right?? hehehe...

Obviously, we don't like Shangyi. muahahahaha

Shangyi, we still don't like you. =p

Jye Yin was blinded by the flash...

Can see me? I'm the one behind with the blue wig.

Teddy bear christmas tree!!

Us, plus the little boy beside waving..

Me and lala!!

Raja trying to act innocent..

The cake was yummy!

Make a wish.. make a wish..

Raja: Wth is this?!

Madeline: Please buy this from me...

Shangyi cut my face with her handphone..

We're ready to start eating!

Zi pai..

Yummy.. slurp..

What you want?!

Ah, I like this photo! I take de! nice hor??

Jye Yin was still able to do such a nice pose while talking to Hui Yi.

Who is the person trying to cut us?!

Raja was at New York City

Mugging menu?!

Anti-clockwise: Me, Shangyi, Raja (being squashed to the table), Jye Yin, Hui yi, Louisa

QUIZ .tagged by Marcus again! =.=

A. people who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
these people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by .

C. continue this game by sending it to other people. (I mean wth!!)

1. Madeline
2. Madeline
3. Madeline
4. Madeline
5. Shangyi
6. Peiqi
7. Raja (she dun have blog? Den Madeline lor)
8. Anyone lar

1. What have you been doing recently?
supposed to prepare for exam, but in the end playing PSP game – Crisis Core

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Sometimes. You know, when on the plane, cannot switch on the phone. will disrupt the flight

3. What happened at 10am today?
Still in lala land. (Seldom wake up before noon recently)

4. When did you last cry?
This afternoon when putting on the mascara because eyes too dry liao.

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
yupp! ^^

6. What do you want in your life now?
A change

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
I don’t know. But it always turns complicated. Give up le..

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope (bcos I’m naked now. Hahaha.. jkjk..)

9. What was the last movie you caught?
House Bunny

10. Does that person know you like him/her?
Wad toking you?!

11. Who always makes you laugh?
Everyone can make me laugh. Sometimes even strangers.
(When I saw them fall on their faces. Haha!! Jkjk)

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
yupp.

13. Favourite website(s)?
oh, that xxx porn website. Haha.. jkjk
Of cuz it’s http://www.live-for-rock.blogspot.com/ lar!

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Sleep, eat, shit.

15. What do you think you are like?
A normal 19 year old girl? (or maybe I’m abnormal..)

16. Who will you choose to die with?
Haven’t decided because I don’t plan to die so soon yet.

17. Where have you been today?
NYDC at Orchard!

18. What game do you play often?
PSP game – Outrun Coast to Coast

19. Who are you missing right now?
my mum! <3

20. If you have to choose between a friend and a love, who will you choose?
Neither. I’m happy to be alone. friend bah..

21. What are you doing now?
this bloody long quiz and thinking how come it still haven end?!

22. Which primary sch are you from?
Pei Chun Public School

23. Name 3 colours that you like.
Red, black and red plus black lol.

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
=.=

25. What is life to you?
Life’s short so live to the fullest.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Sleep and forget it.

27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
Shu Ning

28. Who do you admire the most?
Osaki Nana

29. Which month were you born in?
November

30. How are you feeling right now?
waiting for this quiz to end so that I can go sleep.

31. What is the time now?
3am

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Marcus – nothing else better to do. No lar. A cool boy.

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
light brown

34. Why are you doing this quiz?
Because the rule said so. (but why must I follow that stupid rule?!)

35. What do you do when you're moody?
stay alone and sleep

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
When I’ve got nothing else better to do liao

37. Who is more important to you?
Those who thinks I’m important

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Tell my family how much I love them

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
My family

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Definitely. It’s scientific proven

41. If you have a dream come true, wad would it be?
Became a rock star

42. What is your goal for this year?
Enjoy life

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Does it exist?

44. What feeling do you love most?
Confidence

45. Do you really think its global warming now?
I think so. The weather is getting hot sometimes.

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
Confused

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
See my mood

48. Do you believe in Gods?
Think so

49. Who cares for you the most?
My mum?

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
happiness

51. What will you bring when you fight?
I support peace and detest violence. So I dun fight.

52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Not yet at this point of my life.

53. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
heck care

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
tell him to go to hell and dun ever come back from there.

55. How do you feel now?
wth.. finally finished this bloody long quiz.

Quiz time!

Tagged by Marcus! =.=

Please answer all the questions .
For each question, there shall be only one answer ,
yes just one , and no more , mind you .
After the quiz, pass this to 10 people and you have complete your task .

What thing would you consider as 'favourite' ?
Everything

What is your favourite colour?
Red

What is your favourite animal?
Cat

What is your favourite fruit?
Mango

What is your favourite confectionery?
idk.. still waiting for a nice one..

What is your favourite flower?
Red roses

What is your favourite cartoon?
La bi xiao xin!

Who is your favourite cartoon character?
La Bi Xiao Xin duh..

What is your favourite anime ?
Bleach (not from ntuc that one)

Who is your favourite anime character?
Osaki Nana (from Nana)

What is your favourite song?
She

Who is your favourite singer?
Jay Chou

Who will you tag next?
Madeline x5 (muahahaha…)
Peiqi
Shangyi

Today went out with my sec school gang, the Wonders and the Fingers, to celebrate me and Lala's birthday. Really felt damn touched by them. Not only they treated us dinner, they also bought us presents!! I love the T-shirt! So cute!!

Long time no see them, all become more chio. Raja become more sexy. haha!! den Madeline become more mature. Huiyi, Shangyi and Sam become more feminine. And lastly, Louisa, is still as cute and great as ever. She planned and organised this outing. so sweet. I love u guys!! You all made my day! muacks!! <3>

Will upload the photos another day. Its with Shangyi and Madeline. ^^

omg.. my computing exam is in 2 days time and I haven flipped open my notes! And sad to say, my birthday is also on that day. Hope that day will never come. Or maybe exchange my birthday wish for a C grade for computing. haha.. haiz.. but I really don't have the mood to celebrate. What is it to celebrate without my mum beside me... haiz..

Happy Birthday in advance to myself.. lol..

有的时后，可能是我的自尊心太强了，让我无法面对自己..

This was from Madeline's blog

Many people have been asking me or rather, displaying signs of 'yearn' for a life partner. WAHAHA, be it boyfriend of girlfriend. I really feel like laughing when we get to this topic. First friend said he is waiting for a girl, how he wished he will meet the girl of his dream, then spend time together 'blah' 'blah 'blah'. Girls will be waiting for a guy of her dream. So, what will you do if he and she had appeared? Let me share what will i do. Okay, let me go 'one step at a time' - Jordin Sparks (ps: that's a really nice song.)

Initiation
1. I will have a crush on him
2.Think of him day and night, whenever i go, whatever i do
3.Daydream that he's my prince
4.Write my own fairytale

Propagation
5.Wish, hope, pray really hard he will say hi to me
6.Talk to him
7.Get to know him
8.Interact with him

Termination
9.Start to hate him
10. That's the end, we're never possible

lol... I think its quite true eh...
After knowing the person, you'll feel that he's not as good as you imagined. Next, you begin to find faults in him and start to hate him. Haiz...

Sometimes it's better to be just friends.. Why?

Because you will tend to expect a lot from the guy if he was to be your so called boyfriend. If he is not up to your expectation, you'll be damn disappointed and maybe start to quarrel. Every nice thing he did for you, you will appreciate but sometimes you will just take it for granted as he's your 'so called' boyfriend. =.= just don't like the word 'boyfriend'. dunno why... find it so weird.. haiz.. However, friends are different. You won't expect that much from your friend. Any little good thing he/she did for you will be greatly appreciated. for example, waiting for your bus to come. haiz... idk.. maybe only for me, is lidat.

The 'life partner' to me is like - "wth.. I'm going to see this guy for the rest of my life?!" lol... omg.. i think i'm hopeless.. but nevermind, I still got my family and my great friends! Love ya!! <3

Oh yar, Raja keep asking me who is Ren. Lol.. he is just a comic character whom I hope to see for the rest of my life. lol..

lol.. i did a personality test just now and surprised that i'm actually extrovert. LOL!
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i can sense ppl are giving the =.= face

was joking... i know i'm not introvert lar. haiz..

but my personality test seems quite balanced. the ratio is only 6:4 hahahahaha... got time u all also go try leh. quite interesting..

hahah... long time never upload any photo le.. was busy with studies.. ITS IN LESS THAN 8 DAYS AND I'VE JUST FLIPPED OPEN MY NOTES!!! Going to burn them, mix with water and drink!

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just some random photos..

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Now my right ear got 3 piercing and left side got 2 piercing. nice right? bling bling one. lol




lol.. that day pei qi came to my room saw my table got lots of these. den she say, "wah.. you smoke so much ar."
LOL!! yar lor.. bo bian.. you know, these days very stressed den started to smoke a lot. hahahaha... no lar.. they're chocolates!! got 2 flavours - chocolate and chocolate mint. I only buy chocolate mint. And everytime i go supermarket, i will grab a lot of these and store inside my cupboard in my hall.

yummy!!




This is my red psp! It's really bloody red!! always bring it to lecture.. got ard 10 games - God of War, Bleach 5, Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core, The Sims 2, Loco loco, Outrun 2006 and some other small games. My favourite is Outrun!! hahaha.. always pia with Shu Ning one. muahahahaha...

Thinking of buying this for my brother.. it's metallic blue. nice hor? Think he'll love it. must save money to buy for him, den can pia psp with him. hahahaha...

lol.. was watching this video just now. it's so damn funny and cool.. got jolin, jay, a mei, huang li chen. they all act until funny yet realistic. haha.. especially Xiao S that Jay Chou. 唉哟， 超屌的喔.. LOL! bth... really 超瞎的喔! haha!!

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Cause they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

stress stress stressed.... i only left less than 12 days!! I'm so dead! haiz...

That day me, Shu Ning, Pei Qi and her tutorial mates went to eat steamboat at Canteen 5. Pei Qi say the day before she went eat with her tutorial group fren eat until not enough and want to go eat again.





The tables there are very high and yet the chairs are quite low. Somemore the cups are those french wine glass lidat, very high also. Lidat how to eat food?! I felt so short!





I didnt really enjoyed the steamboat at can 5. A lot of vegetables and very little meat.. haiz.. But the only thing i like there is the comics stand. wah... got a lot of nice nice comics. so me and shu ning grabbed the comic - la bi xiao xin 蜡笔小新 to read. lol.. we read until so engross until Pei Qi had to 'invite' us to start eating. haha..





After eating until very full, me and shu ning was going to fall asleep until Shu Ning suddenly put the chop stick near her nose and I started taking photos. hahaha...





And there it goes...

Little children should eat more vegetables. Come open your mouth wide wide. ahhh....

Yeah.. vegetables is very yummy..

Please do not try this at home!



Housefly no.1

Housefly no.2

Vege Rabbit no.1

Vege Rabbit no.2

After eating green vegetables, you will become the Singapore next top model!

Pei Qi's scandal!! lol..

the last quiz of the day. damn freaking long lar.. think until hair drop off le..

Name ANY 20 people you can think of now.
Don't read the questions until you have named all 20 of them.
At the end choose 5 people to do the quiz!

1. Marcus (because he keep nudging to me to this quiz now!)

2. Jia Zhen

3. Shu Ning

4. Pei Qi

5. Jieyu

6. Mark

7. Max

8. Degeng

9. Zi Chao

10. Madeline

11. Raja

12. Aini

13. Melissa

14. Sok Leng

15. Vincent

16. Benn

17. Shangyi

18. Seow Ling

19. Yuxi

20. Chelsea




How u meet 14? [Sok Leng]
JC classmate. Becareful, she's a gang leader. noah.. jkjk..


What would u do if u never meet 1? [Marcus]
I wont be doing this quiz now! haha
I guess I wont enjoy Audition that much.


What if 19 and 20 date? [Yuxi & Chelsea]
Quite interesting..


Will 15 and 16 date? [Vincent & Benn]
maybe.. I wanna see! hahaha!!


Describe 3 [Shu Ning]
crazy.. cheapo.. joker..
fun.. interesting.. caring.. bestfriend!


Describe 7 [Max]
Tsk tsk tsk... why must I know him?! lol...
FOC (full of crap).. entertaining


Do u noe any of 12's family? [Aini]
Her mother i guess..


What would u do if 18 likes u? [Seow Ling]
Haha.. I will be very happy. she's my fren mah..


Who is 9 going out with? [Zi Chao]
I dunno..


When is the last time u tok to 13? [Melissa]
Can't remember..


Who is 2's fav singer? [Jia Zhen]
wait ar.. asking her now..
she say is dido, which i dunno who is that..


Would u ever date 4? [Pei Qi]
Dowan lar.. she's damn hiong one.. I scared.. Haha!!


Would u ever date 1? [Marcus]
Cannot! Incest!!


Is 17 single? [Shangyi]
Not sure.. must ask her one day


Would u like to be in a relationship with 11? [Raja]
Can ar.. But not this life.. I'm still a girl now..


Sch of 3? [Shu Ning]
NTU! My bloody tutorial mate! Need to see her at least 5 times a week! super sian..


Where does 6 lives? [Mark]
Some condominium in bukit batok i think..
But later he corrected me that its near Bukit Timah which to him, sounds more 'high class'. lol


What's likeable abt 5? [Jieyu]
Her cute-ness and blur-ness.


Have u seen 10 naked before? [Madeline]
Not yet.. hahahaha....





Invite 5 ppl to do this quiz!!

Welll.....okay.
1. Madeline
2. Pei Qi
3. Shangyi
4. Vincent
5. Anyone who's looking at this blog now

lol... another quizz.. competing with Marcus see who finish first and in the end he won.. haiz... must think one mah!

1)What is your name?
=.=.. i dunno

2)Do you have a crush on anyone?
yupp think so

3)Does anyone have a crush on you?
how i know?!

4)Are you feeling bored?
damn bored

5)How about now?
still sian

6)Describe the person you have a crush on
hmmm.. from Trapnest. play guitar. tell u lar, it's Ren!!

7)Describe the person who have a crush on you
how i know?? dun even know got such person exist yet.

8)What is your favourite song?
She by Groove Coverage

9)What is your favourite subject?
none. dun like studying

Name 10 People you can think of right now , including the person who tag you .
1. Marcus
2. Shu Ning
3. Jieyu
4. Jia Zhen
5. Max
6. Madeline
7. Miyavizm
8. Ren
9. Xin-An
10. Raja

10) Is no. 4 a male / female?
female! my dear.

11) Do you like no. 6?
yupp! She's my idol in sec sch!

12) What is the hobby of no.2?
hahaha... getting free stuff, eat free food. lol.. jkjk

13) Is no.9 smart?
damn freaking smart!

14) Will you woo no.10?
definitely will but if only i'm a guy

15) When is no.3's birthday?
24th November!

16) What will you do if you did not meet no.1?
my life will be much more better. lol.. jkjk.. he's my forever cutest didi!

17) What will happen if no.5 falls in love with you?
I rather die! lol.. jkjk.. wont one lar.

18) How about no. 1?
erm.. cannot also. he's younger than me. dun like jie di lian. lol..

Tag 5 person to go this quiz:
vincent
marcus
madeline
shangyi
anyone who's reading this blog

hehe.. my cute didi Marcus let me do this quizz..

1.Rate your life currently. Being 1 the worst and 10 the best .
`8, I'm happy with what I have

2.Which is more important ? Inner beauty or Outer Beauty ?
` hmmm... both quite important eh..

3.Which feature of yours do you like the most ?
` my talent. muahahaha

4.Would you wait for the one you love ?
` Of cuz

5.If one day you got to choose between your family and friends , which would you choose ?
` family bah..

6.Who is your best friend ? Name 3 great things about her/him.
` too many liao.. jia zhen bah.
she's cute, she's smart, she got character! muacks!!

7.If one day the world is coming to an end , what and who would you wish to keep ?
` a guitar to keep myself entertained

8.Are you confident in everything you do?
` not really eh

9.What is your ideal lover like?
` Ren!!! <3

10.Has anything been bothering you recently ?
` yep!! That freaking emam! It's in 2 weeks time and I haven flip open my notes yet!

Tag 3 person to do this quiz:
Pei Qi
Madeline
anyone who's reading this post

Last Saturday me, shu ning, joey and benn went to the national library at bugis to play the lift, nono I mean study. hahah... when we've reached there, its already 3pm den got no seat liao and we have to sit on the floor.
Me and Shu Ning took half an hour to set up our lap top and get online because we forgot our wireless@Singtel password. the next half an hour, we pia psp. lol I asked benn to bring his psp, but forgot to remind shu ning. because i thought she'll always bring de mah. haiz...

After a while I cannot study sitting on the floor. So I brought my lap top up to the Lee Kong Chian reference library, level 8 the busines and arts floor to listen to online lecture alone. Because the aura there better. Haha..

I found a seat at this table with 2 middle aged men using their lap top.
Wau lau, got this fat man. He don't press his lap top, he punched! Everytime he move, the whole stretch of table will shake. So irritating... And somemore he keep getting up and answer his phone!

See, the man on the right He keep stand up and sit down!

I'm just trying to study... haiz...

After mugging, we went Bugis Junction to have our dinner. We spent 15 minutes deciding go where makan. Joey and Benn ask whether wanna go Sakae sushi eat. So rich sia... Me and Shu Ning are just some poor ntu undergrad, unlike them, so bloody rich. Den we decided go pasta mania and order pasta. After eating, I treat them the yummy banana pizza! yum yum...

Last Wednesday our lesson ended early as usual at 1230pm. Then we've got nothing to do so, we went to the Jurong East Regional Library to study. We very hardworking one ok! Our favourite hang out place is the library lor. Pei Qi's darling also come and join us. they're so lovey dovey.

The first few minutes we were very focused...

But then after a while cannot tahan le. Haha.. Study too much is bad for health! So I go back to school with Shu ning, leaving Pei Qi and her darling there. Wau lau, they treat the library as a park lidat. They were sitting on the floor. Den her darling just lie down and put his head on her lap. lol.. We decided to go back school and continue study hard. Lol. No lar, because Shu Ning and Pei Qi got the sushi making thing at 7pm on Wednesday lar. Wau lau.. the sushi making thing cost $15!! I just need to pay one more dollar and I can go for the eat-til-you-puke Sakae sushi buffet! but nvm, they like mah...

And on the way back school, on the train, we've got nth to do and started cam whoring.. haha...

Wau lau! They say shu ning looked as though she's being bullied by me! But we are supposed to be doing the same expression one!!

After we reached JP, I feel very bored and went for ear piercing. Although it's already my second piercing, I'm still quite scared and wanna hold on to Shu Ning. Because I see her face,
I feel like laughing!! Hahahaha...

Look, my second piercing:

nice right??

Dai Sai!! @#$%&...

wth... today is definitely not my day!!

This afternoon when on the way to meet Shu Ning for lunch, I was waiting for the shuttle bus.
It's only 1 stop from adm to lee wee nam, but hey! I paid for it hor!
Den, I wait n wait n wait n wait.... and I'm getting late so I decided to walk instead (bcos bo bian lar!)
Know wad? After walking for less than a minute, that bloody shuttle bus A drove passed me! @#$%&....

Finally my last lecture of the day was over...
When walking out from the lecture hall, I saw somebody's water bottle and realised I've lost my new Nike water bottle which I just bought it with Madeline 1 week ago!!
And its the second time I lost it. (maybe the bottle is cursed..) First time was at pepperlunch and the nice staffs there helped me keep.
After recalling maybe I'd left it in Lee Wee Nam library, my dear friends went with me to go find my cursed Nike water bottle. Really love them lots! They can go home striaght after lecture one and yet they walked with me from south spine all the way back to north spine!
At the photo copying shop, we tried to ask the photocopying lady whether she'd found any water bottle at the counter.
And she gave that you-owe-me-money attitude... =.=
haiz... why the photocopying ladies all have that kinda attitude? isit they breathed in too much ink?
After we failed to find my bottle at the canteen, I tell my friends to go back first as it's getting late and decided to go back to the photocopying shop again myself (I'm very sure it's there!)
I looked through every corner of the shop and finally found my bloody cursed bottle. phew...

Today got informal p-clan dinner at canteen 9. I never liked canteen 9's food.
Decided to eat western food so I went to the stall...
The uncle at the stall look damn lost! Think he messed up with his orders.
All the food were there ready to collect but dunno what he was doing..
And the most funny thing was:
He was trying to call number 17 to come and collect him food.
He kept pressing the bell and didnt realise the number 17 customer was standing right infront of him! wau lau eh..
While he's trying to sort out the food (the food were all ready liao lor!), the queue was getting longer and longer.
And I'm the first customer in the queue who haven ordered.
He's really taking his own sweet time to sort out the food!
Finally, I gave up and decided not to eat first because I wasn't that hungry at that time.

And finally, it's the worst thing happened to me today!!
I decided to study outside today as my room is really not condusive for studying.
So I ask Max to come and eat Subway with me at Canteen A.
I brought my lap top, notes, psp, pencil case, etc and found this really good spot to study as the power plug is right beside my seat so that people wont step onto my wires when they walk pass..
After a while Max arrived and we ordered Subway Melt with extra cheese (my favourite Subway dressing) and a regular meal.
DEN!!!
Max trying to act cool by opening and inserting the straw using his mouth and know what?
HE POURED THE WHOLE BLOODY CUP OF ICE LEMON TEA ONTO ME!!!
wth!! @#$%&@#$%.....
and it's medium size one leh!!!
know what after he poured the drink onto me?
HE JUST STONED THERE!!!!
wtf! Are you retarded liao?!

(dun wish to describe wad happened afterwards... damn pissed off.. was angry, not at him, but angry with myself for being so suay today)

And it spoiled my mood to study liao because I need to go back to my room to change my pants before ants start crawling onto me.

After shower, I decided to study at the nearest library which is the ADM library.
I called and asked Max what time it closes.
He told me it's 12am. So, I decided to pack all my things and go there study again.
When I've reached there, I called him again to ask the venue and he told me the library is closed half an hour ago.... =.=
@#$%&...
I was so malu lor!! Bcos today the ADM is having some function and the guest were just leaving.
And they saw me wearing t-shirt and short, carrying lap top and bag walking into the ADM building. I don't wanna know what they were thinking!

Finally I went to my hall 8 study room to study...
Tomorrow is my effective comm oral presentation and I just started preparing my speech.
After doing some research, I feel like changing my topic for the speech.
My tutor say must tell her about the topic of your speech before presenting.
So I emailed her throught edventure communication tag.
After sending out 2 emails, I realised I've sent it to the whole tutorial group!!
I was like "f***!"
haiz... why am I so suay today?!

Hope my luck will be better tmr!!
God bless me!!!

At the all-times-favourite Principle of Economics lecture at LKC today:

At the start of the lecture..
(we're so excited to be at the econs lecture!!)

And during the lecture....

Omg.. I look so serious sia..
(Notice the empty seats beside me.. )

and Shu Ning trying to act serious..

and lastly Pei Qi with Chong Yi beside pia-ing PSP...

When the teacher is explaining some very chim stuff, we went...
"Huhhh....."

Finally Pei Qi gave up and pronounced dead at...

.... 4.20pm

Lastly, we each take a photo and formed...

L-O-V-E!!

~My First Entry~

Lol... This is my number x blog. Know why? Because I cant remember my previous few blog account and URL!! How more forgetful can I be... But but but!! I'm going to start this new blog. Really like the Blog URL. Luckily its not taken.. Haha.. yeah!! so excited with this new blog! Going to spam lots and lots of photos!